la musique

I put myself on a Patty G fast. I've been listening to her way too much.
I get obsessed.
It's kind of ruling my life right now.
My roommate suffers. "Buy it!" I cry. "Sing your grief! scream it! it's therapy!" and I don't stop until she does.

Her songs will pop in my head and then I sing them out loud when I think no one is around. Watch, I'll get caught.
I don't pay attention in class because I'm constantly writing and rewriting the lyrics.
I sit down to work on being an amazingly poetic communicator of human emotion like her. I fail. Then I cry. Then I play "crying over" and begin the whole process again.


anyways.




This morning I bought the new Coldplay album to red herring my addiction. I know, it's been out a while already. I just needed a little motivation.
That painting looks familiar. French Revolution. Probably something I saw as an ungrateful little world traveler.

THIS is also helping me. the heart is an anchor.
oh i LOVE. Lakes.